doodle archive :P

GENUINELY THE FUGLIEST THING IVE EVER SEEN AND WHY IS THE CAPTION THAT IM ACTUALLY FRYING HELP ME 😱 😱 😰 😨 😱 😭 😱 I REMEMBER BEING PROUD OF TS DUDE WTF IS THIS. I CANT BELIVE THIS WAS JUST LAST YEAR IM JUMPING INTO THE PACIFIC OCEAN AND LIVING WITH ANCHOVIES.

the drawings on the bottom looked cuter in the sketches i swear

started off strong with tbe anatomy practice and the clothing designs idfk what happened when i went to draw the face

(dec obvi)whiteboard of my little sister on christmas eve at the gas station with sackboy because it was christmas eve!!!!!(ignore my open tabs)

idk what possessed me when i did this i did not retain this info at all

ugly joseph but i wanna redraw him as soup.avi so cyte

YUMEEEEE NIKKKKIIIIIIIIIIII also me trying to get out of my HORRIBLE AWFUL DEVASTATING LIFE RUINING art perfectionism

YUME NIKII AND SPLATOONNN i remember drawing uro in french class and being worried that the frosting on her face would look too freaku

finally uploading what remains of my digital art in 2024 < / 3 the reason why i have like no art this year is becuase i was SO BENT on getting good at ibis paint for MOBILE and drawing ht emost perfect drawing ever. i think its preschool where you learn the concept that perfection doesnt exist but for some reason i had yet to learn that lesson. and also my digital was not even close to good when i started so what was i thinkign

im so emberassed by my object show era please dont bring this up to me ever this is for archival purposes only.....

bro what was ibis paint even about back then 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 WHAT ISS THISSSS

ok fine this is funny i kinda want to redraw this with wyatt....

I WISH SO BAD TO HAVE THE FINISHED PRODUCT OF THIS ONE BECAUSE THIS WAS LITERALLY THE ONLY GOOD DRAWING I HAD MADE ALL YEAR SHE LOOKED SO BAD.... now all that survives is this little sliver...... please where is the rest of my woman..........

wait this one was lowk good too I WISH I ACTUALLY SENT PEOPLE THE FINISHED PRODUCTS OF MY DRAWINGS AND NOT JUST THE WIPS I FEEL LIKE IM TEASING MYSELF.

5/17 this one was on kidpix its just a screenshot of myself playing roblox i wish i could remember the context of what dramatic thing happend

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i cant even tell you what i drew first because i dont remmebr. i know i actually DID finish one of these but i dont know why i never sent it to anybody. because the only reason i have any of these is because i would send people my wips on discord. i remember i would LITERALLY zoom into the canvas so far that you could SEE SEVEN PIXELS AT A TIME AND THATS HOW I WOULD DRAW. please i would literally have hundreds of hours on these canvases and then they would ALL CORRUPT because ibis paint couldnt handle the amount of strokes. guys take this as a learning experience never to be a perfectionist okay #prideisasin

I DONT EVEN CARE IF THIS HAS MY FACE IN IT FROM WHEN I WAS 14 BRO WHY THE SHIT WAS I COLORING LIKE THAT HELLOO IS THIS THE ONE LAYER CHALLANGE

oh my god and i was using flipaclip too bru. i dont even know why i decided to do this I HAD A DRAWING TABLET. I HAD A GOOD DRAWING TABLET!!!!!!!!

im sobbijng right now there is literally no other surviving picture of this sketch and im too lazy to crop it please just ignore the text

omg and this was my pfp hello

me as an angel with my pou i named honeypacket

first design of jepso i miss it i meant to design him before artfight but my perfectionism got in the way i will never be too prideful ever again

first design of lamb!!! she hasnt changed at all because shes already perfect and adorable

YUME NIKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

ifyk ydk again

if yk what this is from no you dont my current oc is not inspired by her

this was me haiiii

tdi phase 😿 also i drew this on my sisterslaptop woth a trackpad in mspaint

wished i finished the thing on the right iont care abt no fiberglass

the coloring is actually so pretty how do i do this again THIS WAS TWO YEARS AGO

ngl i still love this drawing on the right i love love love love love madotsuki yume nikki so cute

he looks SO UGLY ON THE LEFT his cute ex goth gf mogging

this one too idk how

draw this on snapchat with my fingy

copied this from michelangelo but with my oc idek how because the drawing under it is so ugly

YUME NIKIKKKKIIIIIIIII also that tag was from a $40 keychain that i lost on the first week of school i miss it so much

ocs drawn as host club again:P

i was so sad when the paint from the other side hot on his face on the right💔

HELP ME I DONY REMEMBER HIM LOOKING THIS UGLY

redraw of my old ocs after i redesigned them but i actually ended up hating the redraw after i did it oh well

OH MY GOD DID ANYBIDY ELSE WATCH THE SPLATOON ANALOG HORROR THIS WAS ACTUALLY CRAZy

grimace shake trend omg i totally forgot abour thia. also why did i take this picture with the sun completly shining out his face😭😭

sea creatures i miss this era

i always hated this page but history needs to be kept ig

this was my splatoon avatar hai

drew this after i got the golden toothpick in splatoon 2 i miss you splatoon T_T

my scooperia waitress idk why i named her herion though>??????

my old oc he used to be mu golden child so sad i will never draw him again

HI ITS ME FROM THE FUTURE AGAIN. this timeline and captions are so messed up i keep updating in the middle of years and it just doesnt make sense. ok anyway i found a bunch of old pfps i drew for myself in my email so i need to put them here. i think theyre all 2023??? who can say.. i think this is the one i actually stuck with for the longest

pfp 2 i think i had this for the second longest

the most short lived idk why i ever thought it was cute please go back to the drawing board dude

this is highkey gross too but its me in splatoon in splatoon peak so i cant be mad this was me thriving

im not really sure what i was going for or why because the wings are messed up so bad

"go." dont gotta tell me twice

comic of my cat letting a mouse loose in my parents room

and then me feeding it a 5 star meal

i think this is all i have for 2022 and all i can say is im grateful for my past self for having the determination to keep improving beyong this point..

oh nvm heres another shes kinda cutie i dont knwo why a goth squirted on the page though

2021⏷

hi actually ist me from the future i went through my old old sketchbooks and took pictures of all the really awful art ^_^ idk if these are 2020 or 2021 so im just gonna put these in 2021 because they have a quality slightly abovethe style i had in 2020. this is just some random yandere girl i thought i was very cool and edgy and mysterious for drawing dead people idk!

BROOOOO YTTTDDDDDDDDD this was my danganrompa bvro i LOVE YTTD

BROOO my loser oc wearing glasses dude FORESHADOWING FORESHADOWING WARNINGG!!!!! also i love how i wrote "why he so ugly tho" as i was delicately writing in cursive and tracing over his silhouette to make it look as pleasing as possible

bro senpai from friday night funkin you guys dont understand this was my boyfriend

this one is really sad because 1. why the frick do i look like that 2. i dont even like girls or thighs i was just doing this to be #relatable 3. "unfollow me" i posted to NOWHERE WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO

i actually like went into shock when i opened to this page

the legs are driving me crazy

akak grr its so bad aa >.<

i cant even look at this why is he naked

making this page like changed the chemistry in my brain and my entire view of art

my weirdcore ocs!!! im so weirdcore dreamcore nostalgiacore kidcore >_< xe will even show you around

those tiktoks where you had to like pause it to see what colors you have to make your character

CUTS HER OWN HAIR

i stole this froma tiktok i can literally hear what their voices sound like

i dont know why i had like internal emo phobia. i dont know how else to explain it i didnt like emo people as an emo person

um jammer lammy ship art im sobbing "i want this to be cannon lol!"

im sorry for all these quotes by the way i dont think anybody actually said them i just thought they were funny #never assume things

i drew this for my friend and she asked me if the lump was a pimple or an ear

this one made me laugh really hard

i might redraw dis shes kinda cutie ^_^

this was my magnum opus v

im so sorry i was such a big fnf fan

wait this was my white boy oc his name was nathen and he could turn into an evil rabid dog

fox boi fox boi fox boi faded soul eye >.<

doggo boi doggo boi doggo boi >o<

idk why i thought i was so cool and crazy for drawing black figures with eyes i did this so much

gijinka teapot

this is AMAZING shes in an EVIL FUNHOUSE OF MIRRORS and hteres ONE EVIL ONE and the rest of them make her look like a WIGGLY GNOME

every time i look back on this drawing i cant stop staring at the dolphin with a human face

amygdalas rag doll inspo i was such a hardcore ghost and the pals fan v

i think this was inspired by honey im home too

my animal crossing villager getting stung by bees and then my brother scribbled all over it i think about this image way too much it honestly haunts me

minecraft the end i dont know why i thouhgt drawing detailed minecraft was cool i also made a realistic withered but im adding so many images i cant even remember if ive uploaded it or added it

I FOUND ITTTT

mother nature and global warming toxic yuri not evn joking this is exactly what this was supposed to be

I ACTUALLY CRY WHEVER I SEE THIS WHY DID I GIVE THE FISH A HUMAN EYE

"her favorite food is kiwi < 3

self portrait < / 3

2020⏷

bro im finally ready to put my worst art from 2020 on here i hope you guys are ready for dis

yaoi before i even knew what yaoi was < 3 some things never change < 3 i was so weirdly obsessed with flicker on roblox during 2020 thats what i drew mostly. i would be such a freak on there.. dark times truly. also the weird writing on the side is the minecraft enchanted table language i taught myslef how to write in it so if anybody got a hold of my journal they wouldnt know how much of a freak i was..

i think! this is me?? i remember really wanting to wear a gas mask instead of a regular medical mask like a normal person. i was just a different person in 2020 i dont know what to say

this is either a self portrait or a character from flicker who can really say. also i like the mild humility i had to very lightly and delicately scribble it out in pen not in a way that obscures the drawing but just to show a little bit fo self awareness

i think this ones my favorite this is a drawing of myself as a boy and being confused about my gender before i even knew what being transgender was

im crying so hard i had this series of drawings where i would draw flicker characters as random roles and i would love to draw them dead i thought i was so cool and edgy. please know that this was my most secret and private journal this was the dark side of me i couldnt let anybody see. oh my god a tear came to my eye as i was typing that wow

sorry for the blurry pic but the knife is in such an unfortunate place < / 3 also this is really cute he kinda looks like my oc ash in the year of our lord 2026 i should redraw this masterpiece with him

PLEASE put that tongue AWAY

this one made me laugh really hard too i wish i knew whatthis was referencing

i think this is a self portrait < 3

their mouths

i remember spending DAYS on this. this was from this mobile game where you would mix things in a cauldron to get random items and it inspired me so much that i was actually convinced i was a witch like i bought spellbooks and made a witch persona and js told people i was a witch

said witch persona oc

im sorry you all have to find out like this but i was a dino mask kid

BRROOO i had this series where i would have my loser oc flirt with my friends ocs and they all hated him because he was a loser and im pretty sure they were all lesbian im crying. i went through like 3 blue gel pens to color his hair these were on GIANT pieces of paper. i guess some things never really chage ig. neptune x wyatt cannon

BROOOOOOO and HIS little sister was actually MY little sisters oc!!!! and his whole family hated him because he was a loser. bro some things never really change. neptune x wyatt cannon < 3

i think this is actually 2019 but im not making another category ive already spent so many hours on this

this was before covid even broke out in the US i rememebr!!! this was me and all of my gacha ocs ^_^ so glad we could end this on a good note thank you all for being respectful to my old art

oh just kidding one more! this ones actually from 2017 but i dont think any other art survived from 2017 so it doesnt get its own category. i was actually such an insane batim fan like so delusional the songs would be all i listened to on repeat. and i dont think i had a phone back then so i was literally watching them on youtube for my 3ds. this was my self insert and her kawaii wolf pet and i would make comics with them and batim and cuphead characters and my friends self insert characters and i would trade the comics with her on the school bus and we would like colab and make different parts of the comic for eachother every day. bro i kept them in a drawer in my nightstand because they were so precious to me BUT I LOOKED ONE DAY AND THEY WERE JUST GONE. so heartbreaking i wished they survived they would be such a relic today.

YOU GUYS LOOK WHAT I JUST FOUND i will not even explain this i will just let ot speak for itself